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Audrey Kitching, age 23. Yes, I'm 23. No I'm not 15 although I will admit, I look it most of the time. You might of seen me on 'myspace' but to tell you the truth, I don't use it all the much, just to show off my photography, and the hair I give people. Actually I'm a down to earth girl. I'm also a lot of other things too, like a model, a hairstylist and in my own way an artist. Most people get this image of me as this superficial don't give a damn about anyone else but herself spoiled little bitch but in all reality that isn't the truth at all. My real passion in life is making other people look beautiful, which is why I am a certified hairstylist who specializes in hair extensions and is also the reason I work so hard on this little project I have going with a few friends of mine, the whole Skelanimals clothing line. I have been through a lot in my life, good and bad. Those experiences have made me the person I am today whether I, or anyone else like it or not. I'm like everyone else, I have the good days and the bad, although its more good then bad lately. I used to go to clubs every sunday, because it was my chance to relax and unwind from whatever stress I had going on in my life at the time. I don't do it quite as much anymore, unfortunately these days I'm just too busy most of the time. As far as schooling goes, I have my GED. No, I'm not stupid, I was kicked out of high school for expressing my feelings, alright I'll admit it I could of done a better job at it, but people seemed to like to piss me off in high school. In case you haven't already noticed, I'm not the best speller in the world but again I'm not stupid! I'm just usually too exhausted and lazy to take the time out to spell check every word I write. These days I'm a very busy girl. As I mentioned earlier I'm a model so I'm generally on the road out on tours or doing photo shoots for clothing lines such as Jessica Louise, New York Courture, or the before mentioned Skelanimals clothingline. When I'm not doing anything else I'm taking hair appointments (which is VERY rare now) and every blue moon trying to catch a little sleep here and there. I'm sure a lot of you have noticed that I haven't been taking many appointments lately. There's a reason for that I swear there is, and no I did not give that up permanently. I promise once things settle down a bit and I don't have so many other things going on that I will be getting back to doing hair more often. I miss it terribly. No matter how many other things I enjoy doing it will always be my number one passion. For awhile me and my girl Lauren Watts, also known as Zui Suicide had our own series of videos going called TrashyLife. TrashyLife was an inside look at the life of two models doing photo shoots, shopping, eating, goofing off and trying to gain as much publicity as possible. What can I say? I like showing off the not so normal and sometimes not so glamorous side of what we do. Unfortunately our friendship recently took a turn for the worst and she got some one else to replace me. I could go into detail as to what really happened with that but why dig into things that aren't necessarily everyone's business? The project most people recognize me from these days is the Skelanimals clothing line. Skelanimals is actually the brainchild of Mitchell Bernal. Me and Hanna Beth mostly just show off all of his products and help out with publicity and filling orders and all of that fun stuff that comes with running a company. Also if you went to Warped Tour last year you probably saw me driving around in my pink and green leopard print Audrey Kitching/Buzznet.com car being a show off. That was just something I chose to do for fun mostly although it turned out to be a pretty kickass way to gain publicity for Buzznet. Did I mention that I also got to go to the premiere for Sweeney Todd last year? That was definitely a dream come true for me. Johnny Depp up close and personal, what could be better? And then there was a project with Hanna buzznet show called "Holly Tauntes". Basically it's just us talking about fashion, interview our friends about their fashion suggestions and techniques and of course, goofing off as always. Also just recently, I started my own little online show on Stickham.com, which is really pretty similar to what "Holly Tauntes" was only it's me doing it all on my own. I also did a Beauty Bar tour over the summer, as well as a few dates on Warped tour. There is nothing better than sipping a cosmopolitan while getting your nails done or your hair all fixed up. For all you ladies out there if you have never been to a beauty bar before, it is a must at least once in your life. Lately I've pretty much been doing the usual promotions and photoshoots and such. I was also on the Bill Maher show on HBO not long ago. That's really about it. As far as my personality goes,I'm weird, very weird. But this shouldn't stop you, or anyone else from coming up to me and talking to me, I love when people approach me and make me feel acknowledged, but if you're one of the people that spaz and go "omhzzzz look at meezz im lyke sooo freakin cute, ohmygodzz who does your hairzzz" yeah those girls scare me shitless. I love anxiety, hate anxiety attacks, I have meds, 3 a day for my anxiety. I feel bad for anyone who catches me on a day I run out of pills. Don't worry though, most of the time I'm perfectly fine. I've gotten a pretty good hold on how to take care of myself these days and when I don't I've learned that it's better to just spend an entire day in bed doing nothing rather than try to face the world when I'm in one of my horrible moods. I don't want you all to get a bad image of me, or who I am, I'm actually really nice. I don't mind helping people with their problems, even if its a random IM I'd at least listen even if I can't help that specific person with what's going on with them. Now a lot of people get this idea that I'm some kind of narcistic little freak that only cares about herself. I assure that is far from the truth. As I mentioned above, I do care a lot about my friends. I will admit that I do have a chip on my shoulder when it comes to certain things. I don't like being bossed around or told what to do with my life. Screw me over once, and I walk away from you, and if you think you're going to work your way back into my good graces than you better be ready to do some major groveling. I've been stepped on way too many times to deal with fakes. Want to know why my circle of friends seems to be forever changing? That's the reason right there. If you're going to be fake around me and think you can get away with it, trust me, I will figure you out sooner or later and when I do, I will walk away from you, so don't expect a second chance from me. I don't give them often. That being said, there have been a few who have been able to work their way into my good graces again. But things like that take time. As for relationships by now most people know about my past relationship with Travis Richter of From First to Last. That's right I'm the girl he was with before he and Lauren Steil got together and yes that's the reason me and her aren't really friends anymore. I won't go into detail about what really happened. If you honestly want to know, all you have to do is ask me. Seriously, that was years ago and there are no hard feelings on either side anymore. As far as me and the rumors about Brendon Urie go, it's true, we dated in the past. No, I did not date him just to gain publicity or to say I dated some one from a popular band. We were in love for awhile there but things change, people change over time and in the end it just didn't work out. We were both a lot younger then. It happens, it's not a big deal anymore. As for other past relationships, well if you really wanna know more you'll just have to get to know me won't you? And yes I did date Ronnie Radke too but that ended for obvious reasons and now he's in jail. Aint life grand when you can honestly say that you've dated a convicted felon?
Now comes the more recent things about me that most of you do not know. Nearly 5 months ago now I met a man unlike anyone I've ever met before. Justin Pearson. From the moment I met him I knew there was something different about him. Something that had me attracted to him almost instantly. He's probably the only person on earth who truly understands my twisted sense of humor, doesn't think I'm insane when I get into one of my moods and decide that I don't mind being one of the guys for a night, drinking beer and eating pizza all the while watching MTV and making fun of all those "scene" boys I used to be so in love with. Now don't get me wrong I'm still friends with a lot of them and he doesn't mind that. I think if anything, he finds it even more amusing that I make jokes that I still make jokes about them while I'm still friends with some of them. In case you haven't already been able to figure it out, we've been dating for damn near 5 months now and I have to admit that for the first time in my life I am completely in love. Never in a million years would I have imagined myself with anyone like him, but now that I am with him I can't imagine being with anyone else. And then there's the most shocking new news of all I, Audrey Lynn Kitching am about 12 weeks pregnant!! Hard to believe isn't it? I really can't even believe it myself. With the amount of time I spend running around like a crazy person I'm always a little on the tired side, but a few weeks ago I started noticing that i was even more tired than usual, and not only was i tired but I'd started spending most mornings worshiping the porcelain gods way more than I ever had in my life. So after Justin and a few of my friends hassled me into going to the doctor I finally gave up and went only to find out that I was pregnant. I'm still not real sure how I feel about this. Part of me is super excited while another big part of me is scared to death. I've never really been one to spend a lot of time around kids. I've spent a little time here and there babysitting Hannabeth's younger brother but that's about it. I hardly know a thing about taking care of kids and Justin....well that's a completely different story of which I won't get into right now. Bottom line is, we're both pretty terrified about this whole thing but we're willing to work it out together and that's all that really matters right? And I think that about covers it. I swear I'm alot more interesting if you talk to me in person. And as far as most other rumors go if you really want to know the truth feel free to ask me. <b>SkelanimalAudrey</b>is the number. I've got no problem answering questions if you approach me the right way. Peace,
Audrey
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